一颗正在寻求解脱的迷茫心灵。

园丁集 41

I long to speak the deepest words I have to say to you ; But I dare not, for fear you should laugh. That is why I laugh at myself and shatter my secret in jest. I make light of my pain, afraid you should do so. I long to tell you the truest words I have to say to you; But I dare not, being afraid that you would not believe them. That is why I disguise them in untruth, Saying the contrary of what I mean. I make my pain appear absurd, afraid that you should do so.......

不知所云

和同学聊天。突然想起了我们的第一台的 FoAoN QiAnG 服务器。 初二时代 第一台 Linode 服务器,第一次使用 Linux 操作系统,第一次学会用 Vim。 在之前科学上网用的都是 GooAgggent,每天都要提早开机扫描很长时间的 IP。之后好......

迷途者

我站在十字路口,用目光送别我的过去。过去啊过去,你没有方向,没有意志,如此匆匆赶路意在何方?低下头,我看到一片水塘。望着镜面,我迷恋上了现在的自己。我聪慧,我自由。我如此地称赞,我如此地满足。 忽然感觉......

无题

我在梭罗的木屋中停留,却无法触及那一汪明镜般的清池。 我在爱默生的讲台前留宿,却不能舔舐到世界凝结成的那滴露水。 我徘徊,我迷茫,我上下求索。我挣扎,我痛苦,我心火暗淡。我封闭,我忘却,我温和地走进那个良......

从中文编程说起

原委 最近在 Github 的 C# Repo 上看到了一个很搞笑的 issue,因为内容太长了,恕无法贴出全文 233 大体上是在建议微软为 C#、F#、VB.net 提供一个中文变体,然后关于中文编程的必要性和实现进行辩论。在中国编程圈子里......

5oSa6KCi77yB

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Vim 配置

到现在我才发现,这个博客至今从来没有写过任何关于技术的文章欸(大概是因为我太懒+技术太烂)!我用 Vim 其实已经用了很久了,从接触 Linux 开始我就没用过 Nano 或者是其他的编辑器,因为 Vim 无以比拟的键盘与终端操作的便利性......